How to ask forgiveness when you wish something bad?

Well now we are in a very critical situation because of corona. All the educational institutions are closed. I am also a student.I wished corona to never end. Because if corona ends I have to go to school. I know it's a really stupid thing to do.I am extremely guilty of it. But never wished anyone's death. I swear to God I haven't wished anyone's death. I just wished people to get infected then recover from it. I know I should have never asked this. How can I ask forgiveness from Allah? Will Allah forgive me because of this?..... please answer me for God's sake..